Love is blind

A long time since I've written.. and I apologize, to whoever views this ol' blog anyway.

Let me see.. I have been to many shows, viewing the Ottawa scene, and also shopping like a mad man downtown.

Bands such as:
Every Time I Die
The Tony Danza Tapdancing Extravaganza
A Life once Lost
Bob Dylan
Barry and the Blasters
(and very soon) Farewell to Freeway

I have merely been taking some time, figuring out what matters in life. Figuring out what's right, what is worth it. I have been at war with myself, trying to find that light that will shine and show me the way. Haven't gotten one of those "I am drunk, I miss you" calls for much too long. I lost you the day I left you. I don't know how much you think of me, how much you wonder what I think of, but my love is still there. And as much as I don't want it to, it ain't going away. Might as well keep you my secret for now.

I miss the way we used to laugh together. Who you were.. was it all a facade? Was it something merely to keep me going? Are you a lie? Who are you kidding. Show us who you are.

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In such short time since I've had you
Somehow you could erase me
Just a smudge on your lines
Just please don't forget who you are, who you were to me
I have only been patient with your words
or lack thereof

There ain't no sense in crying
Because the tears I have wouldn't matter anyway
So I wrote this song for you
One day you could be a man
One day you could hold the world in your hands
The world could be yours

To long for someone
To miss the lips of the parted lover
I have never been so lonely
But it is a road which I must travel